Went to movies with Heidi (my sisters doughter) earlier.

We saw "It's complicated", it was funny, great actors.
Tomorrow I'm working, just for a few hours, then I'm leaving town, having my hair done and before we leave, I'll have a coffee with Cajz somewhere.
Now I got stuff to do. Later...


We've been sitting here and had this talk about childhood in hours, and what kind of CRAZY, STUPID, & Awesome things you do as a child. I wish my children never become like me...
No kidding!
Monday I'll hopefully get my hair done. I'll get the colour off, get a new one, and going straight to top! ;)
Now we're going to bed.. Love my Sheila.

Cajz, CarolynAh in Stockholm shopping.


Had a few glasses of wine with cajz att first, Then we moved on to G and Mobergs.
Actually it wasnt that fun as it use to be but still OK.

My new shoes were on! ;)

Cajz, doing her Make up!

Playing and singing a few great songs!

Mami took a pic before we left building. Ready for Party!

Gorgeous Madame!


And today..You see, you can't be without a yammi pizza. 

And My hair came! :) You'll see it ON later! We just ordered to Cajz too!

Anyways, we'll see a movie now just lay in bed with some Cheeseballs and coke! Enjoy the evening people!

Miss school

It's Friday! What are you going to do?

I miss school.. take a coffee with everyone, have these terrible speaches, eat lunch in the classroom, talk about nothing... I want to change job also...

Clown .


Just took a bath, like a new human!

I put on my mask and enjoyed my little SPA. ;)  It'll be cozy to put myself in bed! 

Ha ha, like a clown!

Out Of Sweden.

Hi, Dear You.

To make my life an adventure I have to travel. There was a girl the other day who wanted to start working. I read her CV and saw that she has been out of sweden, and done much fun stuff I have not had the time or afford for before. Now it's my turn! I'll invite some funny one! Caaajz, are you reading? ;)

Playa Del Ingles. This place I visited when I was 6 years old.



Today I've met evil people.... GOSH sometimes wish I could yell back!

I am in a bad mood right now and can not stand to talk to anyone.
Tomorrow my sister and I will go to a party again in Stockholm. :) I'll try to figure out what to wear. Help?

hair, hair, hair!

Now I've ordered HAIR! from !
It's the same hair I had before, and I think its great.  


Sholilolo Everyone!

Today I worked all day, and my hip has been difficult, it has been since I started the Thai-boxing.
Today Cajz came in to work and had a happy smile on the face, so then I knew that she had passed her driving test. She is so good and I am so proud of her!
Now I'll write clearly an interview I had in October with a leader. Then I'll take a shower and put me in front of the TV.

Hope everyone had a good day!


Need your answer here.

How old are you?

What is a Crush?

What is a Crush?

Most teenagers begin their romantic lives with a series of crushes. Crushes are sort of easy entry-ways into the world of strong emotions and relationships, without having much of the scary risk involved in really dating someone. People have crushes on their teachers, on actors, on band members, on scout leaders or pastors. Sometimes people have crushes on fellow students, but usually it's on a student that is several grades older.



A crush involves admiring someone from a safe distance. You feel a hugely powerful emotion, stronger than anything you've felt before. You obsess over this person. You would die for them. You think about them constantly. You are thrilled when you are near them and miserable when you are away from them. You desperately want to tell the person how you feel - but are frightened of it at the same time.



If you're involved in a crush - enjoy it! We have ALL had crushes over the years and they're something you look back on with great fondness. Look at what makes your crush special. Those qualities that you admire in your crush are qualities that are very special to you, and it's very important to learn what those are. It helps you when you look for a real boyfriend or girlfriend to date, to know what you are drawn to.



Also, learn how to handle your feelings. Most of what a crush is about is learning that you get POWERFUL emotions in relationships - and that you need to deal with them. Just like you learned in earlier years how to deal with strong anger and strong sadness, you're now learning how to deal with strong feelings of attraction. You're learning that it's a nice feeling - but that it's a painful feeling if you let it take over your life. You need to be able to balance those feelings with the rest of what is going on in your world.



As hard as it might seem right now, your feelings for your crush will even out over time. It usually takes a few weeks to a few months, but you will learn to bring them under control. And as you learn more about life, you will find someone that is your own age, and actually someone you can *date* to start to become interested in. When that's the case, you can work to be their friend, and then their best friend. And it's at that point that your interests change from a crush to a real, meaningful relationship.


Hey !

PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG!!! We've been drinking whole night, first we were at "G", then we moved on to "trädgården". later "Mobergs". It was a great evening! We met cool guys and had alot of alcohol! After Mobergs we went to a party at friends house, we came home 8 a.m went to bed, woke up 12. I had a few glasses of water the last hours so I feel great today!
We recognized we didnt have cigarettes so we took a cab to market, Cajz's having a bad hangover! HA!!! I told her! ;)


* Food
* Shower
* Make up
* Wine
* "G"

Have a great Saturday night!!

22 J

Hey Sheilas and Mates!!! zzzup?

Today I went to Stockholm with Christian and paid my passport. Then I went to täby c, and bought me a pair of shoes. They are fantastic! -Too bad its impossible to shop with boys, they are in such a hurry.

I also bought 5 shirts and 2 pair tights.

After täby, I went home to my oldest sister and visited her newborn son, Walter.

Arrived .

Hi Ya'll!
Just came home from work, and I also bought some food. Now I'm going to see a movie with my family and Christian. First I need a shower.... Tjingeling!

Youre name... I'm just bored.

C - Youre wild and crazy
A - Youre a hottie
R - You are beautful and sexy
O - You love foreplay
L - You always make other people smile when you smile
Y - You make every experience great
N - Your sex is unforgetable

(What does your name mean? )

B : You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people
C : youre wild and crazy
D : You have trouble trusting people
E : You are popular with all types of people
F : People totally adore you
G : You are very friendly and undestanding
H : You have very good personality and looks
I : Love is something you deeply believe in
J : Everyone loves you
K : You like to try new things
L : You always make other people smile when you smile
M : Success comes easily to you
N : your sex is unforgetable
O : You love foreplay
P : You are very friendly and understanding
Q : You are a hypocrite
R : You are beautiful, and sexy
S : People think you are so sexy
T : You are one of the best in bed
U : You are really chill
V : You are not judgemental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : you make every experience great
Z : You're Super cool

After work

After work, I went down to the city, bought a few things and met Mike Pitt, we sat down and talked for a while. Cozy, cozy, cozy... Now I'm just too tired to do anything, trying to call Christian but no answer. *sad eye*
I also went to a little store named "zoo", found the most perfect things for my dog ever! So the girl whos working there promised to order those cool things :) You'll see....
Take Care, CarolynAh


Just woke up... and the time is very early, couldnt fall asleep again. Time for some work.

Take care, CarolynAh


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18th, sports gala.


Yesterday we came to "globen", was met by a glass of champagne, and then it was dinner with several glasses of wine. There were troubadours, and much entertainment.

Louise, Birgitta, Linda and Sari.

My sister, Sari.

Some pictures from dinner...
Our room was pretty bad, considering that it could not go to the bathroom without people looking. It was a glass wall there.

Finally the big gala, didnt get a good picture, and I didnt have time to fix it either... I had my eyes on Carl Philip and Martin Stenmark. ;)


G'dmorning Neverland!

Me and Siz are picking and packing clothes, very stressed, yep, thats why I'm sitting here...
Hope you'll have a beautiful Monday.
Later, CarolynAh



Hurts everywhere..... Can someone give me massage?!


I've finally woken up. The evening / night / morning was pure fucking drama. First we sat at a small restaurant and talked and drank a few beers. Then we went on to "Mobergs" and that was where all the drama began ... nothing that I want to write about.
I fell down the stairs and hit my head pretty well. I've just tried to sleep away the pain today.
Tomorrow we are going to the sports gala. We'll see if we get any hotel or if we should take a taxi home!

 My friend Cajz.


Before shooting... It was fun, but we didnt have time to do everything I wanted to.

black n' white......

HANGOVER TODAY!!! Drama-night...

Computer crashed... both of them!!!

Computer didnt work yesterday. :( I'll update when I got my computer back so I can upload beauty-pictures...;)

...To please your man/boyfriend

Good sex is one of the greatest joys that two adults can share with each other. It reinforces your emotional bond, relieves stress and it's also a great workout. Another fantastic thing about sex is that the more you put into it, the more you get out of it. So rev up your boyfriend's libido with these fun tips and tricks and he'll be sure to return the favor.

Step 1

Men love oral sex and considering how they're often the ones on top doing all the work, they deserve to just lay back and enjoy the ride from time to time. Begin by gently fondling him with one hand while simultaneously kissing his mouth or neck until he becomes erect. Without stopping the attention you're giving him with your mouth, use that same hand to unbutton and unzip his pants, and remove his penis from his boxers or underwear. Leave a trail of kisses down from his mouth, to his neck, down his chest and stomach until you reach his pelvic area. Make sure your mouth is sufficiently moist, then begin slowly sucking to lubricate him. From there, you can switch back and forth between several techniques to keep him consistently stimulated. Try licking his entire length from base to head, swirling your tongue around the tip and using your lips to vary the pressure as you suck. As he approaches orgasm, use one hand to grip him near the base while you stimulate the tip. That should push him over the edge.

Step 2
Having sex in the same position over and over can make the whole experience a little boring. As a woman, the easiest way for you to switch things up is by climbing on top into the female superior position. This position is mutually gratifying for both partners. Your boyfriend gets to lay back and do minimal work, and also gets to enjoy a full view of your naked body. The benefits for you are that his hands are free to fondle your breasts, you experience more clitoral stimulation and you get to set the pace of the lovemaking. It's a win-win situation. Make sure you've had enough foreplay to make you sufficiently wet, then straddle your man with your legs running parallel to his body. Slowly lower yourself down onto him until he's completely inside of you. Once you're comfortable resting on top of him with your body perpendicular to his, slide your hips forward and backward. Don't hesitate in directing him on where you want his hands to go--the more turned on he gets you, the more turned on he'll become.

Step 3
Switch up the scenery a bit and initiate sex somewhere other than the bedroom. There's something incredibly sexy about doing it in a place where you're typically not supposed to. Whether you're in the next room or a mile away from home, the fact that you simply can't wait that long is a major turn-on. Have him bend you over the kitchen counter or take you in the jacuzzi. The floor can be fun too--just watch out for rug burn.

Step 4
Sex at night is great, but waking up to sex is a surefire way to set a great mood for the entire day. Wake up about a half an hour before your boyfriend needs to be up and at 'em. Since he'll be a bit groggy, you should begin by giving him oral sex or a hand job and then move on to female superior position. He's sure to feel spoiled by getting to start the day this way.

Step 5
Shopping together for lingerie, thing-high stockings and sex toys can be a major turn-on for both of you, even before you get around to using them. You can shop online from the privacy of your own home, or you can visit a sex shop such as Good Vibrations. Browse through what there is to offer and indulge in each other's fantasies. Whether you spice things up with a teddy and flavored lube or explore some kinkier options like handcuffs, a little bit of experimentation can go a long way. You could discover things even he didn't realize turned him on that much. There you have your toys!;)

Results tomorrow.

It's rock n' roll baby!

Tomorrow's a shooting-day. Means I have alot to do. You'll see the results then....

More hair.

Buy hair? ..Hmm.  JAAAPPP!!
After my haircut, I started to miss my hair... thinking of buying more of it.

How to pleasure youre woman girls and boys!!

Did you know that women can experience different
types of orgasms and can even have multiple

It’s true! Unfortunately, many women can
go years without an orgasm from their partner, and
we all know how hard it is to satisfy a woman.

Here are some tips to increase the chances she'll
reach climax, including the secret to multiple

  • 1. Don't start in the bedroom - Want to increase the
    chances she'll orgasm? When was the last time you
    surprised her with a little drawing, letter or
    flowers and sent them to her at work? Believe it or
    not, creative and romantic gestures DO turn women
    because love and lovemaking are interconnected
    in a woman’s brain. Do this and you can
    bet-your-bottom-dollar you'll be doing more than
    just eating dinner when she walks in the door! :)


  • 2. Relax her - It’s  hard for women to orgasm if
    they are stressed. Give her a quick back massage.
    Rub her shoulders, upper back and neck to melt away
    the tension.


  • 3. Ignore the vagina - Do you know that prolonged
    foreplay actually increases the chances of her
    coming? That's right. By kissing, caressing and
    touching her LONGER, you’ll build the sexual
    tension and often the anticipation will be very


  • 4. Change your focus - If you focus all your attention
    on the woman first, you'll make love to her much
    more passionately. Think about it! If you've
    finished first and decide to help her come, you
    won't have the enthusiasm and passion that's needed
    to keep her hot and turned on.


  • 5. Tip to last longer - Of course the first step to
    help her reach orgasm is by not coming. The best
    way I've found to not come is: Penetrate as normal
    and when you feel like you're about to come, simply
    move your hips in a circular motion (like swaying a
    hula hoop) and wait until the “little guys” subside
    again. Now continue pleasuring. :D


  • 6. Don't use lubricants - Women have a natural
    lubricant that fills the vagina when they're turned
    on. By using a product substitute, you're only
    fooling yourself. Without products, you’ll
    instantly know if things are working; but with
    them, you can never be sure.


  • 7. Never too much clitoris - Did you know that once
    you've stimulated the clitoris for some time, a
    little thing called the clitoral hood will actually
    come out and cover the clitoris to protect it from
    further direct stimulation? (And no, I'm not making
    this up!) The point is, once the clitoris is fully
    stimulated, make sure you pleasure the G-spot next,
    whether it be with your hand, tongue or penis.


  • 8. Find and stimulate the G spot - The G-spot is a
    zone that feels like the roof of your mouth and is
    located about 2 inches inside the vagina on the
    topside. (On the underside of her stomach.) There
    are two basic ways you can pleasure the G. With
    your fingers by doing a “come here” motion or with
    a love position that helps hit the G-spot…


  • 9. Use the best position - Not all love positions are
    made equal. The best one for women is the reverse
    missionary (woman on top). This is probably the
    easiest position for a woman to climax because she
    can control the friction to her clitoris and/or


  • 10. Give her oral sex. The single best way to help a
    woman reach orgasm, even multiple orgasms, is by
    going down on her (cunnilingus). While at first I
    didn’t believe it, countless studies have been done
    to prove this fact. Oral sex is easier and much
    more satisfying for women than intercourse is.

Try the ABC’s with your tongue, ask what she likes,
and mix it up with lots of different movements!
However be VERY careful! With over 6,000 nerve
endings in the clitoris, make sure you know everything
there is to know before poking your tongue around
there, otherwise it could be really painful and, even
worse, spoil the mood. Ha ha...

So there you have it ­ 10 tips you can start using
right away to give women the most earth-shattering
experience of their lives.



Goooodmorning everyone!

Today I was awakened by the fact that Niklas and his friend woke me up. The doorbell rang as hell and the dogs barked as fools. I got up and made coffee, and talked nonsense. Long time since I met him, so it was fun!

Thursday - Available - I'm going to pack.
Friday - Available - Photography.
Saturday - Work - Travel to Stockholm, meet Simon.
Sunday - Continue to pack.

By CarolynAh

By CarolynAh

By CarolynAh



It's freakin' cold at my sisters place, so you need a bath often.

Candles, a movie, wine, and just relax...

Waiting for Cajz, shes eating at her friends place, shes going to sleep here tonight.
I met my oldest sister today by the way, was a long long time ago... She has been hospitalized recently cause she will have a child anytime. Aunt Carolyn, again!

Something totally (un)interesting.

I woke up in MY OWN bed this morning!! Wonderful, wonderful...
Now I'm eating while waiting for mom. Shes going to drive me to work. Starting at 13.


  • Sports gala 18th January (What should I ware!?!?)
  • Barcelona in March (jiiiihaa)



Sitting here, thinking of the photoshoot on friday. I have thousands of ideas, they are so many I don't even have time to do all of them. I talked to Cajz earlier about it, we looked at the VOUGE magazines... tried to figur something out, and came up with the most coolest ideas ever.. was funny. However, hope all good. :)

Not at work this time!

A day full of shit and joy.

Christian and Pontus came over...

I got my very own hairdresser. Look how short she cut it! Aw!
But my hair needed it.

The clowns. It was time to stand on hands.

It's not like "what a floor" as you can belive....ha ha.
"I can also go down in split"!!

On hands!!! ON HANDS!! ooon haaands!! look! ...On hands! Come on, on haaands!

This went very serious. Check out their faces!

Some of the....

Hi, as you've seen we had a homeparty yesterday, here is some uploads... :)

Here's the girls!
Lipstick, yeah right...
My Siz, Sari
Me and Sari
S & C
Girls just wanna have fun!
Wine and toys!
Party goes on..
C is ordering.
Trying pills,
Okey, here we go!
..and swollow
Shall we share?
It might fit in..
Right about now..
ha ha..
More wine please.
Shit, try it!! It's moving!
Wonder what that is Cajz?
I belive the pills are working.
Jessica and Cajz.
Try it!
Smoking hot!
Turning wild.
The pink rabbit. Popular.
ui ui uiii!

That was some of the pictures from yesterday, was really fun and lots of joy. Homeparty's really something I can recomend all to have. To order party, visit

Take care!


HEEY YALL!!! TODAY'S THE HOMEPARTY! Pictures are coming later.... Lots of yammiiii, ;) Just wait n' see...


Ha ha, from the Playboy-party in Stockholm.
 Welcome to the party, yeah right, I didn't fit in at first my sister said, so from dress to ......something else.

a boring one, Günther, Hugh Hefner.

Gurra or Gabriella maybe? & Me

Oh hell no, not all pics...


Hi !! :) Wzzzup?

Tomorrow, Friday, I'm going to spend my time in "Vätö", a place in the middle of nowhere. Saturday, still vätö, but my sister is having a homeparty later at that night, and I'm not able to come. Pretty sad. Only a girl's night, to read more about homeparty's, visit
Have fun!


Going to work, bus goes about 15 minutes.. its -25 outside!! My lips are falling off, and my nose is ..also falling. Almost.
This weather really sucks... Need some summer!!
8th mars, come to the GAY-boat and dance!! ;) See you there!


We are introverted and boys are outward facing, but we really just the same. Their balls are like our ovaries are. Art! Right?...Think about it.



Just finished work, now sitting here with Cajz... smooooking alot!!! ;)
Writing more later, have not time right now.

Beautiful Josefine

For those who hasnt seen them yet.

Poor me.

I'm tired of not being able to sleep. Always the same... should probably recruit someone who can scratch my back every night. It makes it even worse now that I have a cold. Poor me.... 


Need a girl.

 This make up, I need to do on someone. 
                                                   Anyone? Please e-mail me, or contact me somehow.
                                                   A day-job.

Happy N.Y

Hey... I hope you had a wonderful New Year. We were in Stockholm, ate wonderful dinner and before we even landed in Stockholm me and Cajz, needed to shop, cause we forgot to pack half the stuff.

  Mike & Cajz, waiting for the bus.

 Finally food on table!

 CarolynAh, ready for party!

 Cajz goes Hula Hula!

 Nails need to be done!

 III'm tellin' ya!!!

 oh sweet lord...heavy night.

 wonder what she dreams about.

 New Year coffee.


Going to write more tomorrow.... and upload some pics ;)

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